I'm Dead inside (poem by LL)

I'm Dead Inside

If you could look inside my chest and see, 

In the place where my heart is supposed to be, 

You'll see only darkness, hear nothing, feel cold

That's all that is left since my secret was told, 

I feel as though I'm in slow motion, almost not real, 

There are even moments I absolutely don't know if I feel, 

I keep trying to do things to snap out of it, 

But nothing works, I just don't give a shit,

I don't want to do anything but be with him, 

The one I love so deeply who is gone now, my friend, 

Now I wish I would have just lied, 

Because I'm in pain, I'm alone and I'm dead inside. 

(Written 4-12-09)

Video of me reading poem👇

🟪🟪 https://youtu.be/dpe43W493X8?si=31R3sKeEgZwOouf3 🟪🟪