I'm tired.

 I’m tired of feeling tired all the time and I’m fed up with asking the Doctor for help, after all they have been unable to get me a specialist for over a year now. I have more bad days then good but when I think of making an appointment, 🙄I say why bother? They just do labs & solve nothing, it’s not worth the aggravation! 

I don’t even bother to tell my husband how I’m feeling, cause why? So he can be as frustrated as I am that the doctors are failing me? It seems useless to voice complaints when nothing can be done & besides he takes care of me, so I wouldn’t want to stress him out & he get sick, he’s diabetic & had a triple bypass several years ago before I got sick. It’s just easier to deal with it on my own & suffer in silence and hope from day to day it won’t be as bad as the day before.

 I quit.