Waiting for another referral

 I am still not improving with my POTS condition & the specialist I have been seeing since 2021 has only had video appts with me & even now refuses to have in person appts. I have struggled with the medication side effects because it causes extreme fatigue for me & his biggest problem is he just didn't believe me, & basically said as much, "oh I don't think its that" he said. 🙄. I knew for sure it was cause nothing else had changed but I gave it a chance for about 2 yrs, & I finally said no more, I messaged him & said its not doing what its supposed to cause I'm still having the symptoms & on top of it I'm in bed most of the time so there is no quality of life, it makes no sense, he finally agreed I should stop it, I told him the same thing a few months ago & he wanted to raise the dose, I told him absolutely Not!. 

So I'm off that med & my primary doctor has been trying to get me another specialist but it's difficult - took 2 yrs to get the initial one. We're trying for Stanford medical center now, since they don't want to approve Mayo Clinic in Arizona,  😡 hopefully this goes somewhere,  they do have a Neurology dept that treats POTS patients so thats hopeful at least. I'm so exhausted with the nonsense, and now with the added mess up from my dentist, damn🤷‍♀️ what's next? I'm just hoping its not permanent whatever he did to my nerve, but that's for a lawyer to figure out if it comes to that. 

I'm really too short tempered for all this bad luck lol, it's not good for my hot head, foul mouth & bad attitude 😎😂 why can't life be simple right? You know after menopause, women just tell it like it is with No filter & I did that before, so just imagine it X100 😂😂 well hopefully I get the new referral & the MRI proves what the dentist did to me cause its not cool & somebody needs to be held accountable & maybe life can start to get back to normal one day, haha, yeah normal,  whats that? 🤪😂.